FLEETING GLIMPSES " Love n Life Sometimes Ironically Stabbed up."..

I am no one special, just a common man with common thoughts. I’ve led a common life. There is no monuments dedicated to me and my name soon  be forgotten, But in one respect I’ve succeeded as  gloriously as anyone who ever lived, I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul and for me that has always been enough.

Most of the time, I’ve all these thoughts bouncing around in my head. But with the urge to pen it down seems the world just gets kind of quite.

Southern summers, winter chills and the muddy monsoons are indifferent to the trails of young love armed with warnings and doubts. Curiosity gives remarkably convincing portrayal of a boy and a girl travelling down a very long road with no regards for the consequences. Everlasting weather romances ends for all kinds of reasons but when all is said and done they have one thing in common   :  They are shooting stars - A spectacular moment of light in the heaven, a fleeting glimpse of eternity and in a flash they are gone.

She came into my life like a sudden flame blazing and streaming into my heart. I used to wake up all the night contemplating certain agony that I knew would be mine if I were to lose her twice.

 

Somewhere down the line we meet or see would remind how we spent summer, winter, spring and the monsoon together beneath the same building, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is a kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more that plants a fire in our heart and brings peace to our mind and heart and that what you have given me, That’s what I’d hope to give to you forever.

 

 

WALT WITTMANN's LINES..

Beautiful dripping fragments
The negligent list of one after another
As I happen to call them to me
Or drink to them.
The real poems what we call poems being merely  pictures.
The poems of privacy of night and of men like me,

This poem drooping shy and unseen

That I always carry and that all men carry.

Nothing is ever lost and can be lost.

The body, the sluggish, the aged, the cold.
The embers left from earlier fires shall duly flame again.

Thats life..

There comes the time when you walk away from all the drama and people who create it.
surround yourself with people who make you laugh,forget the bad and focus on good.love the people who treat you right, pray for the one who don't.Life is too short to be anything but happy,falling down is part of life,getting back is living.
The perfect guy or gal is not the one who has the most money or most handsome or cute one you'll meet .He/She is the one who knows how to make you smile and will take care of you each and every time you'll need..Sometimes the wrong choices brings us to the right places..we assume it to be the wrong for once but it real its always being right only  our perspective gets into wrong ..
Thats life..

HOW IT USED TO BE..

 I remember how it used to be
when nothing else mattered but you and me
music, talk, and future dreams.

I miss you, I wish you could understand and see
although you are there, I miss you and me.

I remember when you said how happy I made you
and you really meant it...now, it's just a phrase
like you said without thinking.

I miss those days when you'd call just to say "hi"
or "I love you"...the days it was so hard
just to say good-bye for a while.

I remember how wonderful it felt the first time
I held You in my arms-and how after all those
years you still made my heart melt and rime.

I miss the old you- and the old me
The old us that could just sit and talk for hours
and never run out of things to say.

I remember when time simply stood still-
when in each other's arms is the only place
we wanted to be...
forever.

I miss us as I remember how it used to be.
when nothing else mattered but you and me..

WALKING AWAY..

I'm tired of dreaming.
End up with trying.
Tired of living, yet scared of dying.
Maybe things are good for you,
but look at all that I've been through.
Look at all the pain I've won.
I bet you think that it has gone.
I never thought You'd turn away.
I never believed I'd see this day.
Look again cuz here I go
leaving behind all I know.
Changing it all as I must do.
Not daring to stop and think things through.
Wanting to run as fast as I can,
not stopping until I understand.
Like why did I let things get this way?
Why didn't I leave yesterday?
How are things going to be,
since there is no more you and me.

SHATTERED DREAMS , SHATTERED HEART..

My days are long, my nights are cold
Without you here for me to hold.

The moment we kissed, I knew it was right
To love you & want you with all of my might.

The hopes that we shared, the dreams that we dreamt
Then you turned around & said nothing was meant.

The memories we've got, the joy & the pain
Are finished, forgotten - you won't try again.

You said that you care, that's no longer enough
So you just up and leave - the man that you loved.

You want to be free, to chat up the boys
The tall ones, the short ones, with straight hair or curls.

You never told me these things you were feeling
You've broken my heart & I cant see it healing.

I hope that you're happy in all that you do
That my pain & my hurt YOU never go through.

You weren't just my lover but my best friend as well.
I gave you my all when in love I fell.

If I meet someone else, and I'm not sure I will
This hole in my heart she ever can fill.

With you all my dreams looked like coming true
You've robbed me of those, what now can I do?

You said you loved me, that we should get wed.
We will buy a house, new kitchen & bed!

But now its all over, you want me no more
Swept out of your life like the dust on the floor.

You've grown up now for the love to take
creeds and castes made all to be fake.

Now memories are only left to conquer fame
what we did and spent is all now a childhood game

You will realize one day the love and the fame
days to come or gone , no one to care,head will be  held in shame..

THROB..

My heart aches, 

For the things you won’t do
My soul breaks, 

For all that we’ve been through

I fear it’s too late, 

To mend my broken heart
I’m so full of hate, 

I don’t know where to start

You took away my hope,
That I would ever be loved
And now I’m left to cope, 

As I watch you love .

I want to scream and yell, 

But I fear my voice will crack
I want so much to tell,
That I can’t always take you back

Please listen to my words, 

For they are all that I can say
I want you to treat me like I’m yours,
And not just throw me away

for someones throb.