The Fault in our stars..

Today I drove through a different genre of movie named fault in our stars which shocked me inside out with a deepest kind of message contained and it gave me grief and remorse for my own set of feelings which I had buried a way back and trying to get rid of those tormenting blocks of memories often comes out in the form of tears trickles down my eyes rolling across my chicks and falling apart on rocks in drops. We all want to be remembered but some are different, they even know they are..

They do not expect a million admires, maybe want just one. May not be loved widely but want to be loved deeply and it’s not more than most of us cares. Sometimes I think how worthless the world it is and it to be.. It is well said quote if you want Rainbows you’ll have to deal with the rain. At the walk of life feeling such as I am in search of storms moving on the roads less travelled rather than found.

Similarly as a book can’t end in the middle of a sentence we should use our wishes more ironically and should be pondered numerous times as there’s being only a fraction of possibility that they will be fulfilled. We should keep a keen check on the pace of our desires and dreams because when they shatter gives unbearable and immeasurable pain as if      …..        

                      

“Pain demands to be Felt”…..

One of the best feelings in the world is falling in love with the right person especially when you least expect it. It feels great to meet someone who shares the same interests with you, who makes you feel happy when your world has turned upside down and who gives you more reasons to be grateful for every single day in your life. The worst feeling of all is knowing that the time you share with the one you love is only a borrowed time. One day, you wake up and realize that your love story is only short-lived. Sooner or later, the one you love has to leave not by choice but by fate. You may feel that time is a slut for screwing you, your lover and your beautiful love story. Nevertheless, you still feel happy and thankful that you have spent forever with him within the numbered days..

I'm not ashamed to admit that I was crying while watching the film. The movie is undeniably heartbreaking., it can certainly drive anyone to tears. Even if I knew what would happen (and was preparing for it), I still feel immeasurable sadness all throughout the 2 hours and 5 minutes of TFIOS. I had to ask myself again, "Why does it have to end that way?" It could have been better if Hazel and Augustus shared special moments for more days... for longer infinity. Since John Green has chosen to end their love story that way, I am left (again) with no choice but to accept a painful ending. Maybe it had to end that way to remind everyone the importance of living life to the fullest and loving a deserving person deeply because no one knows how long it will last. Indeed, life is short so make the best out from it..