JUST BECAUSE --

-(From the columns of my frnd PIGGY..)

Just because the world doesn't ends without the promises you betray..

just because I bridge my dreams without you, though could've led me stay..

I don't think baby i can take it anymore..

midst you made my world collapse..

though I found my ways  perhaps,

'Coz I can and could be happy everafter..

The way you stole, my love, my faith and laughter,

But now at least i ain't try..

Pretending capture your words.

Just because you echoed my life..

with your f***king ditch..

I don't think baby you could be my valentine this year instead being a bitch..

PAIN TO POETRY..

They say i use to convert pain to poetry..

Some say how do you make such beautiful chemistry

Limited are the ways how i get you to what I have..

Still an approach, don't know will reach or dave..

Treasures what we all have is time,

Time is too slow for those who fear.

Its too long for those who grief..

Too short for those who rejoice..

But for those who devote

Time is Eternity..

It is the source which converts Pain to Poetry..

Metaphorically, which they say words, woven and turned to 
acronym of Chemistry..

That's all about pain to poetry,,

Walked away..

They said,

I speak too much!

They said,

I think too much!

I laugh too hard!

They said, 

I live inside a box

They asked, me to find stability

seek solace!

After a few more, 

They asked me what was wrong..

I said not a word, 

I brushed away the thoughts,

It did tickled me inside though, 

and i picked the box, they saw

vehemently talked about some law..

I packed my stuffs,

unblushed and unashamed 

turned the music down 

walked away..

and i walked away..

झिल मिल सी याद 

झिल  मिल सी याद से 

झरोखे हैं कुछ 

सजाये संग तेरे 

बरसो पहले 

लगता जैसे कल ही की तोह बात है 

धड़कन की दस्तक 

तेरी बाहों में महसूस की थी 

कानो में मेरे आज फिर वही साज़ है 

लगता है जैसे कल ही की तोह बात है 

सपनो में तेरा आना 

नींदे चुराना 

अंधेरे रात में पल दो पल का साथ निभाना 

धुंधली सी एक याद है 

लगता जैसे कल ही की तोह बात है 

छोटी छोटी बातों में रूठ जाना 

भोली सी बात पर मुस्कुराना 

बेबुनियाद गुस्से को मीठी बातों से भगाना 

बीते पल की ये याद हैं 

पर ना जाने क्यों लगता है

 जैसे कल ही की तोह बात हैं.. 

DUR HUE SAB..

 "दूर हुए सब "

एक एक करके सब दूर हुए 

कुछ इस तरह हम मजबूर हुए 

ना जाने क्या गुनाह था हमारा 

सपने भी सारे चूर हुए 

पल पल धड़कन फिर चुपके से 

याद तेरी ले आती है 

तोड़ कर फिर बंधन सारे 

ये आँखें नम हो जाती है 

सीने में अब भी एक आस है 

कोई और हो कितना भी करीब 

पर फिर भी तू मेरे लिए ख़ास है 

माना नहीं तू किस्मत में अब 

पर यादें तोह अब भी मेरे पास है.. 

A Letter post from past..

Dear Future Me,

I hope that today you are the person you always set out to be. I hope you accomplished everything that they said you could never do. 

How many lives do you change in a day? 

Do you speak out for what is right, or sit there regretting your silence? I hope you are what I’m not. I hope you speak out with such a voice that everyone around you can hear it even when you aren’t speaking. I want you to have power in the way you speak- giving light into someone’s world filled with darkness. 

I hope you live as if you are the only one capable of making a difference, and embracing that ability in the best way possible. You don’t need to have your name written in the text of a history book, but you need to live to make your words give life to the ones who thought they didn’t deserve one. 

When you read this letter, I hope you are somewhere where all of you previous goals can be made accomplishments. I hope you still remember your past, and pass on your story to those who need to hear it most- to show them that they are not alone. 

I hope you achieved that brighter, happier life you used to daydream about when you were younger. I hope all of your dreams became your reality, and I hope that eventually your nightmares dissolved into the depths of your past- never haunting you again. 

I hope that you one day took off the mask that hid the truth. That you broke down the barriers you built, and learned to trust someone - really trust them - somewhere along your journey. 

I hope that you look in the mirror with a small, true smile and be proud of what you see. I hope that you learned to break through the surface of the water drowning you- anxiety.  I hope that you now see the world from a whole new perspective, and learned to enjoy the sun more than the rain.. 

Most of all, I hope you learned to speak. To speak in such a voice that must be heard; a voice that embroiders your words onto a heart that needed them most. 

I hope you are happy, and teach ones who are like the old you to be happy as well. I hope that today you are the person you always set out to be.

Sincerely, Your Past

When Something Becomes Something Else..

When Something Becomes Something Else

When does something become something else? “Maybe when you stop hoping”. Maybe when you start to realize that you’ve been wishing for “it” to happen for too long but it never did. Maybe when you start to get tired for trying so hard but “it” didn’t turn out to something you’ve always wanted. Or maybe when you wake up one day and realize that you deserve better.

Whatever the reason is, do not be afraid. Instead, be glad that you finally came to that point where “something” turned to “something else.” It may not be what you want right now but someday, you will see its beauty. Always remember that there are many things that you have to go through in order for you to become better, stronger and wiser in all the ways physically, mentally and emotionally..

As what I always say in my previous posts, life is all about moving on. You can’t stay that way forever. There has to be some changes. Accept the fact that nothing stays the same. People change. Feelings change. Circumstances change. Everything changes.

The key to a happy life is to learn how to accept things as they are – even if it hurts like hell. Give yourself a break. End the sleepless nights. Stop thinking how things would have turned out or ended if you did this way for that… If it’s bound to happen, it will eventually happen. If it’s bound to fail, it will fail. Do not put the blame on yourself. It is not your fault, it never was.

Now, all I can do is to wish for better things to come into your life. One day, you will see the reasons why “something” became “something else.” Trust me, when that day comes, you will be more than happy why things have ended and/or changed.

ANSWER TO TRAP..

Suits You??

It's my tragedy too..

scarcely all seems to be in flu..

yet we get stick to it like a glue..

everyone possesses and moves on slue..

Buddy you took your track now come 

ahead in your crew..

same is mine, now letting it on any jest..

thanks to experiances which let me to got on life's quest..

TRAP..

The pain of love will never stop, 

one comes, another goes, though heart is not a shop..

why don't they realize even when it's robbed..

clock ticks, they talk, money flock yet feeling sobbed..

come on buddy, make some chill..

How could i? so easily they frill..

took my time once pit then pat..

worked that though like tip then tap..

music grooves rythm and snap..

fits to true on life's tragedic trap..

friends beware ! grip of love as pray..

some say it may be an infatuations ray..

sour it seems most will say; but it's the part of our slay..

that's why we call it as trap in all the way..

व्यथा

व्यथा .. 

हर जलन को मशाल करते रहो.. 

आहटों से सवाल करते  रहो 

बेरुखी से मर ना जाए कोई  

आदमी का ख़याल करते रहो 




क्यों ज़िन्दगी के भाव हर लब्ज़ कहते हो 

हमनें तो दे दिया लहू के हर निचोड़ को 

कैसे होगा विकास के आज भी किसान वो 

रहता है ताकत आसमान को 





मैं चला , धरा चली, रुक गया , बसी गली.. 

शाम  को दिया जला , भोर को  हँसी काली 

आयु का दूत लिए , वायु पर सवार हूँ 

पञ्च तत्त्व से बना प्यार का सितार हूँ 



जीवन की गरिमा है अब भी कैसे चेतु 

जो जंग लगी उसको खराद पर कैसे मैं रेतु 

काल ना है अब तुमसे बाजी लेने को 

एक सांस भी नहीं है व्यर्थ जाने को 


है राह सबके लिए , इस राह पर काटें ना बोओ 

दो चार दिन सुख के लिए इंसानियत अपनी ना खोओ 

पाषाण पर बोया गया पौधा कभी फलता नहीं.. 

सूरज अगर ढलता नहीं तो पूरब उसे मिलता कोई ?



न्याय गया, निष्ठां गयी, बदल गया है वक़्त वो.. 

अब तो सब भगवान् हैं , रहा ना कोई भक्त तो 

अपने सुख के लिए सभी दुखी यहाँ दिन रात वो 

सुखियों को भी सुख नहीं दुखियों की क्या बात हो ??.. 

''सर्वार्थ ''..

       ''सर्वार्थ ''.. 

सब के साथ खुद की बात 

गुजरे दिन और रात 

 मिले कितनो से हाथ 

 हर्ष और रंज के जज़्बात 

देखे करिश्में और करामात 

सार्थक हुए हर हालात 

बीते पल और लम्हों के गाँठ 

खाया कभी माँ से डाट 

बाबूजी का बीच बचाओ, माँ कहती इश्को पक्षपात 

उम्र ढली सीख प्रपंच , रंजिश की कभी सौगात 

मानो ईश होर में छाये सभी नए सब्दार्थ 

रास्ते बदले , आयाम बदली 

दृष्टिगोचर परिहार्थ 

समय मिथ्या और ठहराओ 

दिखाई अपनी औकाद 

मिल गया है लगता मुझको जीवन के अर्थ का सिद्धार्थ 

जैसे हो प्रखर प्रवृति और परोपकार 

हो प्रफुलित मनन के नाथ 

मैं समझ मूल्य इनका ,

 यही तो हैं सर्वार्थ.,