Y DO I DO THIS.????

Why do i do this often use to ask?
Why waste time don't have better task.
This is not only me but what most of us do.
Sneaking into our pains we went through.
Why she left me why did i failed.?
Can such remembrances reverse the time we sailed.?
Ups and downs comes in life with all new sights.
Nothing awaits,life moves on as a trickling flask.
Why do i do this often use to ask?
Precursor of heart breaks,all set backs.
Must come in life to teach us the value of relation packs.
We never can tell how close one are.
It may be near when it so far.
We curse our destiny for all went wrong .
Though we never praise on,the time in our song,
We depend on journey of faith with a topical mask.
Why do i do this often use to ask.????